- Sajjan Raj Vaidya - Hataarindai, Bataasindai
- Jerusha Rai - Barud
- ONE OK ROCK- We Are
- Jannabi - For Lovers Who Hesitate
- Epic High Ft. Tuna - No Different
Wednesday, 15 November 2023
are you doing well?
Sunday, 17 April 2022
A fine, fucking Sunday - thank you BTS!
I love Bangtan so much.
The end of the epic 4-day PTD in Las Vegas! And what a fucking finish to a legendary moment in life.
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| Fav chaotic duo |
Everything felt different somehow in the last show.
Black Swan seemed to have new choreo.
JK seemed even more energetic than his usual self if that's possible.
Tae was so jumpy and happy.
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| Just model Tae walking the runway lol |
Jimin and JK were cutely running around photobombing the members during Life Goes On. hehe.
Suga inundated with hundreds of 'Yoongi, marry me' posters hahahah. And he was like there are many drive-through wedding places in Las Vegas hahahaha
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| hahaha |
Speaking of posters - there were many witty and cute ones.
I loved what Hobi was wearing here. (Can't seem to find a full body pic right now)
I was so proud of JK and Hobi's English speeches. They have become so fluent in the language. This motivates me immensely to learn Korean. The Bangtan Academy classes begin in May - I'm so excited!!!!
And Hobi took a moment out of his speech time to thank Jin for still delivering a world class performance despite his injury so that bts on stage looked like the cohesive team they are. I believe Jin seemed really shy and a bit overwhelmed at this praise from his dance leader. During his own speech, Jin expressed regret that he hurt himself which hindered the quality of performance BTS is known for and he apologised to his band members. Tae was having none of that and immediately stood up and went up to Jin to say NO, you are not a burden to us, okay!!! 😭
Oh the fuzzy warm feelings don't stop there. Joon initiated hugs with his members. Now that makes me proud idk why lol. When he stepped to share his final thoughts, JK went 'our boss' hehehhehehehe.
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| my fav duo ever |
He was also in a nostalgic mood as he went all the way back to the AHL days when they were cleaning hotels and asking people to come to their concert.
Joon gave a full bow to army. And LAB dance team returned the bow to Bangtan.
THE ENDING WAS LEGENDARY. I mean Joon had been hinting something was coming because he kept saying stay with us till the end. BUT THAT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!
When I heard the heard the words 'WE ARE BULLETPROOF' and saw the June 10th date, I literally flopped my legs and squealed loudly and sat up on my bed. hahahaha....After I calmed down, I found my own instinctive reaction so hilarious.
I am so happy. Thank you, BTS for always colouring my life with joy. I will keep praying for only the best things for you.
BTS IS COMING!!
Monday, 4 April 2022
A Small Place
As I was reading Jamaica Kincaid’s creative no-fiction essay/book ‘A Small Place’, I found myself thoroughly relishing it. I loved the idea of this voice addressing tourists, specifically white and western, and kind of holding them up by their breeches as she ticked off a million reasons why they need to pay attention, not just money, to the land they have set foot in.
I am not an essay/book critic. In fact, I really do not know how to sensibly critique any piece of work. So I will just stick to what I remember of the essay and my personal feelings.
I read ‘A Small Place’ in December 2020. Not a lot of time has gone by since, yet I do not remember most details from it. (Should I chuck it to everything else fighting for their share of my attention economy?) What I do recall is coming away thinking how cool and interesting this essay was. And it now has a place in my favourite reads list.
Ms Kincaid threw in a bunch of words, some volatile emotions, a bunch of historical facts, and a generous heap of social commentary to create this exquisite work.
To give a gist of the subject matter, it is centred on tourism in the island of Antigua in the Caribbean region. Formerly a British colonial land, the small island and its inhabitants are still experiencing lingering jolts of the British yoke even after all these years.
She has dealt a strong bittersweet, melancholic stroke to this piece.
The acerbic tone was really enjoyable. She doesn’t mince words when it comes to bashing the British, the tourists, and even the island natives. It is angry, it is cutting, and it is definitely thought-provoking. I imagine every reader will feel the pervasive mood of anger and bitterness from the first to the final page.
Immediately, I connected it to modern day tourism and the Instagram hashtag holidays. I don’t know what Antigua looks like but I visualise blue waters, white grainy sands and palm trees.
Our lives are intertwined so firmly with social media that words like ‘beach holidays’, ‘sand, ‘hotels, ‘tourism’, etc., instantly take me to the image I described above. And who would be the humans in those pictures but the white people!
If I remember correctly, the writer describes the thoughts of the tourists towards the locals and vice versa. Each looks down at the other. But the locals, who also work at the hotels, have to hide their thoughts behind gratitude and politeness reserved for moneyed guests.
Ms Kincaid’s anger is aimed at the hundreds of years of British colonial rule and its lasting impact over the people it once ruled. It is pointed at the corruption that is rife in Antigua and the government which seems hopeless. It is aimed at the tourists who live tedious, ordinary, dull lives back home but have the temerity to spend a little bit of money (and gain a lot of value for that amount) at a lovely beachside resort in an exotic part of the world. These tourists don’t care to know what is going on beyond their resort walls. They come for a holiday but they stay inside these ‘civilised’ spaces. All they are concerned about is their hotel pools, taking in some sunshine, and walking by the beaches.
The corruption is rampant in Antigua. Anything is available for those who have money. Like the universal totem of corruption, the rich get richer while the poor remain downtrodden. There’s a library she talks about which is almost like the symbol of the endemic corruption. It’s been years since there was talk of fixing and restoring the library to its former glory but it remains dilapidated to the day she wrote this piece.
It gives an overarching view of the Antigua then. I found out this essay was published, in 1988, one year after I was born. I don’t suppose they’ve managed to root out corruption there in the last 33 years.
But reading this felt sort of comforting. She has written this with so much passion. There is a sense of an animal sniping at a person’s heels. It has that energy. I wish I could write like that. I also appreciated learning about Antigua’s history and reading about the powerful, crooked local people there.
It is 2021. We cannot escape dialogues on race, ethnicity, slavery, colonialism, caste, capitalism, etc. Our world has shrunken and broadened almost concurrently. So reading essays/books like this presents us with a worldview that feels familiar (corruption, poverty) and foreign (slavery, white colonialism) at the same time.
I’m also guilty of very much enjoying, especially, the literary clobbering she doled out to the entitled white tourists (Oops).
Friday, 12 November 2021
Update - Still in love with Haikyu
I have 12 volumes left. JUST 12 PRECIOUS VOLUMES!!!!
Haikyu has been amazing from start to finish. I loved, loved, loved the anime when I watched it in June/July earlier this year. I had been meaning to watch Haikyu for the longest time but somehow never got around to it until that fateful day in June.
Now, I can't seem to get over it. I simply adore the manga. I am currently about to complete Volume 33.
I don't know if I will ever read another manga that can give me the same thrill and happiness. I bet I sound so dramatic...argh...but truly, Haikyu is just that story that will forever hold me captive.
The writer is simply exceptional at what he does. The story, the characters, the growth, the tension.....it is all simply sublime. And he put it best when he said this in one of his interviews.
Update-
After having the pleasure of reading this manga and getting so involved in the story, it sparked an interest in volleyball within me. I even searched up a short video or two of a game on YouTube.
I've come to the end of my first-time-ever Haikyu reading journey, but I hope to get the pleasure of revisiting this precious story - both in manga and anime form - repeatedly throughout the coming years.
Friday, 2 July 2021
Haikyu!!
Late to the Haikyu!! party but have I ARRIVED!
I'm absolutely in love with this series. Can't wait to read the manga but for now the anime has been giving me so much happiness.
Even though I had this one on my to-read/to-watch list for quite some time, I was somehow not actively doing anything about it. Heaven knows it has been on my Netflix to watch list for months now.
But then I just started watching it one day and I was hooked. Sadly Netflix only has 2 seasons, so I had to watch the rest on Crunchyroll.
I've just started season 4 and I'm torn between wanting to watch it all at once and trying to slow down and cherish each moment. This is the last season, as far as I am aware. (UPDATE- The series is ongoing!!)
So before I forget (in my excitement) - Haikyu!! is a volleyball comedy anime.
It's filled with interesting characters, intelligent commentary on life, teamwork and learning, and of course, TONS of volleyball.
I am the least sports inclined person. But this show had me on the edge watching every bit of movement on the court. I loved that the writer, Haruichi Furudate, did not make storyline so obvious. The viewer is always left nibbling their nails and wondering what the game's outcome is going to be.
This is essentially the story of underdogs. There are many great characters. And it's so amazing to watch the growth and backstory of each one. But Shoyo Hinata's absolute love, enthusiasm and passion for the game has MY eyes sparkling. He is such a charming fellow.
Now let me get back to my anime. Will update later if I remember.
Thursday, 6 May 2021
Michaela Cole on a Thursday morning

It's been a wicked morning.
Is crying over a profile piece on the brilliant Michaela Cole normal? Something about her just fills me up. What is it about women who truly fascinate and inspire you?
Just noticed that this piece was published last year on (serendipitously) July 6th which happens to be my birth date. My favourite bits from this article was her talking about empathy and what it means to her, the connection she had with her Air BnB lady in the US, and the way she questioned closure - 'Must there be bloodshed for there to be justice?'
The article also includes her 2018 MacTaggart Lecture. I watched it early this year and I am regretful that I didn't watch it sooner. Ever since, I have been astounded by her. It was not the first time I came across Michaela. I watched her show 'Chewing Gum' in 2017 but I couldn't really connect to the show so I hadn't followed her journey. But this speech that she gave is absolutely brilliant.
And then, of course, I watched 'I May Destroy You'.
Friday, 30 April 2021
Oh, what a Friday!
Thursday, 15 April 2021
The Great Indian Kitchen
Wow, I'm fresh off from watching 'The Great Indian Kitchen' and my mind is blown. I would urge everyone to watch this movie. It is on Amazon Prime.
Won't write a long review because I'm pressed for time right now. But this is a beautiful Malayalam movie. The great Indian kitchen is really a metaphor for the patriarchal society the story is set in. It is the story of many women in India and, might I say, across the world. Even today.
Really loved the way it was directed. There was so much cooking and cleaning. It was shot beautifully but it also didn't shy away from showing the realistic scenes of the drudgery of household chores. Cooking looks beautiful when shot aesthetically. But no amount of aesthetic shots can make washing dishes, throwing the leftover food sludge, washing clothes by the well pleasing to the eye or mind.
Jeo Baby, the director, spends a lot of time in the same mundane activities. BUT THAT IS THE POINT.
These are everyday, repetitive chores that might not seem like much for those who don't carry the unpaid and, often thankless, burden of cooking and cleaning for the house.
And add anti-feminist traditional systems to the mix and you get a blood boiling social drama.
Will just add that the actors were so good, especially the female lead Ms Nimisha Sajayan. I could feel her mind ticking and her emotions in shambles as she deeply felt all the injustices she was being subjected to.
Let me paraphrase something a film critic said of this movie - It's a story told by a man largely about men which more men should know of.
I think I am quite inclined to agree with the way she's put it.
A must watch!
Monday, 1 February 2021
Little Forest
The last day of January was particularly difficult. The usual emotions of stress, guilt, imposter syndrome, and grief.
Cried alone, hidden away in my room as usual.
But I found a treat even on such a grey and morose day. Got around to watching 'Little Forest' finally. I've been wanting to watch this movie for a couple of years. Maybe the best things are really worth waiting for, huh.


“When things are hard, remember the scent of the land, the wind and sun here, then I know you can dust yourself off and get up again. Let's think of it as a start of a long trip to return home well.”
Friday, 22 January 2021
A non-essential list of essential joys
I picked up this title and idea some time ago, from somewhere on the internet. I forget where though.
But here's my recent non-essential list of essential joys.
- Ariana's 34+35 song. Thanks, Namjoon.😁
- Accomplishing little things at work.
- Feeling proud of cutting meat from my diet for a week.
- Losing a bit of my weight.
- Wearing lipstick.
- Talking kindly to myself. 'You nice, keep going!'
- Reading some manga.
- The Botaworks account on Instagram. I love this account so much.
- Discussions on motherhood and social conventions.
- Lazy old me going for an evening walk three times this week.
- Listening to podcasts on manifestation.
- Realising that our cats don't have fleas anymore. Yay!
Thursday, 3 December 2020
I want to be Han Yeo-jin
Name a power duo better than Hwang Si-mok (Cho Seung-woo) and Han Yeo-jin (Bae Doo-na).
I love Han Yeo-jin so much. She is the epitome of cool, chill, relaxed, smart, and all the best adjectives I can bestow on her. I urge everyone to watch Stranger (both seasons are available on Netflix). I'm too lazy to write about the drama but everything about it - story, acting, direction, pacing, music - is brilliant.
Wednesday, 21 October 2020
a great existence
This quote encapsulates my recent years.
I used to worry continuously about every little thing. A bad thing became worse after I played around with it in my head, feeding my demons. I made mountains out of molehills. It was especially horrible when I had to deal with new circumstances. Self-doubt is a bitch!
Then when I entered my 30s, I suddenly found myself caring less. It is weird because I don't associate the last couple of years with great fun or happiness. But it's been valuable because I have started to outgrow certain negative things and lean into a better mindset in other ways.
Thanks, Phoebe.
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yes, that's all I wanted to say. how easily some people line up one beautiful word after another to create a whirlpool of emotions.
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