just those days

 I just feel so sad and bland today. I function, but barely. Outside, the weather is dark and gloomy, just the way I like. But I don't feel happy. I was in bed the entire day. Everyone's opinions on Twitter just makes me angry. Why is everyone shouting all the time? I want to get off social media but I feel anxious as if I would miss something. I hate this cycle of social media consumerism and anxiety I feel sucked into. Nothing gives me pleasure and everything makes me angry and cry. Nothing makes sense.